life

I think the more I try to ignore what has been done to me, the harder it bites back. Nothing will ever fill in that gap completely, its there and its going to stay there. Maybe in due time I will learn to get over it, but it has become such a big part of my life.

I dont want to sound so depressive, but nobody i've told will fully understand. And the one person that I thought would be there to support me mentally has left me in dust. I guess this journey is meant for me alone.