current life status

I like to feel that I've somewhat made new decisions for myself, not so much as leaving things behind, but by taking what I have learned in the past and using it for future decisions. I fucked up, I loved, I've been hurt, I've hurt, I've explored; it seems like I've done everything just about now. But the funny part is, I haven't. These life obstacles only made me a stronger person. So next time I'm in a situation, I know to pull myself out.

At one point in my life, I put myself in a bubble. I believed that everything around me was my life, and nothing else existed. As soon I was thrown out of that bubble, I wanted to go back in so desperately. But now, that I'm starting to age, grow wiser; I'm learning that, that one bubble is only a single molecule in the universe. There is so much to explore, so much people to meet. People with the same interest, and people with complete opposites.

So back to my point, if I stumble, I already been through it before. So next time around I know how to make better decisions for myself. Overall, I just want to be happy and content. Maybe, and by maybe I say .00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% I may close myself back in that one bubble I began in; but at least I can say that I've been out and explored.