I haven't wrote on here lately

but why? I ask myself. . .

I no longer have the words to express myself anymore; I don't know what to say. . . maybe I just lack that right now. I seem to have let go of everything I've ever written or thought about. It just seems pointless to me now.

I don't know, maybe im just going through something right now. All I have ever wrote about was love, and now I know nothing of that subject.

I know this saying "if you go against everything you have ever said in the eyes of death, your life was worthless." What if I die and still don't know what I was talking about.

Don't want that to happen.

maybe I should just continue to write. .. For now