First Blog

Hey everyone, rather hey to myself. I say this because I'm not really expecting anyone to read this, rather I created this for my own well being. I find it relieving when I put my thoughts on paper, but annoyed to put a pen on surface. But if you do happen to stumble onto my blog, someway or somehow, than it was meant to be right? Oh and please excuse my grammer, I'm not an english major and writing is not my forte. I really hate writing papers cause it just never comes out the way I want it to. So if you come across a line that does not make sense, just ask.
Anyways on with my first blog ever. . . Lately I have been formulating this concept that we have all established a relationship before even meeting one another. Somehow the universe or stars have tied two souls together, or even keep apart. Everything has been layed out for us, and its more of a matter of how we get there. We feed off of each others vibe and each person plays a significant role in one or anothers life, whether we realize it or not.
I say this because a line of events have been playing their part on me lately, some bad and some good. Lately I have been going through this dilema of what im going to do with my life. My goals have been screwed and I basically felt like I was forced into my major by my reletives. I dont want to completely blame it on them because I did my part by not say anything. I guess I have this habbit of pleasing others before me. But anyways currently im in school for engineering and I dread it, im miserable, I literally sometimes put my head under my pillow and scream inside my head. I feel like im being forced into doing something I dont want to do, and I believe this has been the reason to why I have been feeling so down lately. ( but on the point) I recently took a trip to California for my cousins wedding, and on my way there, I happen to sit next to this fourth three year old lady. I rarely ever initiate conversation with people I don't know especially on a flight because people who travel alot are creepers lol. Somehow we got into this conversation about me and my goals. Keep in mind I did not give her any information about how I have been feeling for the last couple of weeks, but she sensed it in me. She explained to me through her life experiences that I should do what I want to do, and ultimately it will all fall into place (to cut it short). And now i've been seeing things different lately. She probably will never know how much of an impact she has made on my life, but hey I thank her derely for that.
I decided to listen to her advice and change my major and keep it real with myself. God really works in mysterious ways. Oh and by the way her name is "Angela" and she's a libra!(to those who know me, I have an infatuation for libras lol)
-Archie